The Chasm
There are times when Mrs. Molly and I can be sitting right next to each other, yet we can be miles apart. It's during these times that she doesn't want me to touch her, hold her, or even be sitting next to her. It's very frustrating, especially when I'm trying my very best to be a good husband, and do the things she wants me to do.
Yesterday I came really close to 'getting some' twice. Both chances were shot to shit, one of which because she thought I didn't miss the children enough. The other, because I didn't have any clothing on, when I came out of the bathroom. (I had just washed, and everything!)
I realize I'm no Adonis, or anyone else on Blondie's list of hotties, but I'm no slouch either. Ok, maybe a bit of a slouch. I really need to put the weight machine back together. She later apologized, and said it wasn't me, it was because she feels fat. Umm, I was just complimenting you on how you looked as I was giving you a rubdown, before my bath. I fixed you breakfast and dinner. Ok, the eggs were a bit runny....but I tried.
I am hoping this is just one of those pregnant moments. It's been awhile since I've gone through the pregnant woman insecurity thing. I'm sure she feels I'm about ready to jump ship at any opportunity. I do not want to leave her, in fact I'm quite smitten with my wife. I don't just do nice things to get into her pants, it's a nice side effect though. I do these things because I LOVE her. I happen to find her VERY attractive, and pleasing sexually. She does/done things with and for me that others can only dream of. Without getting too graphic, let's just say several fantasies have been fulfilled.
I hate this distance though, it kills me to be so close and so far away at the same time. How can I be so close, and still sit there and miss her?....Molly muses, but not amused.
Yesterday I came really close to 'getting some' twice. Both chances were shot to shit, one of which because she thought I didn't miss the children enough. The other, because I didn't have any clothing on, when I came out of the bathroom. (I had just washed, and everything!)
I realize I'm no Adonis, or anyone else on Blondie's list of hotties, but I'm no slouch either. Ok, maybe a bit of a slouch. I really need to put the weight machine back together. She later apologized, and said it wasn't me, it was because she feels fat. Umm, I was just complimenting you on how you looked as I was giving you a rubdown, before my bath. I fixed you breakfast and dinner. Ok, the eggs were a bit runny....but I tried.
I am hoping this is just one of those pregnant moments. It's been awhile since I've gone through the pregnant woman insecurity thing. I'm sure she feels I'm about ready to jump ship at any opportunity. I do not want to leave her, in fact I'm quite smitten with my wife. I don't just do nice things to get into her pants, it's a nice side effect though. I do these things because I LOVE her. I happen to find her VERY attractive, and pleasing sexually. She does/done things with and for me that others can only dream of. Without getting too graphic, let's just say several fantasies have been fulfilled.
I hate this distance though, it kills me to be so close and so far away at the same time. How can I be so close, and still sit there and miss her?....Molly muses, but not amused.
posted by Tall Molly Man at 9:25 PM
2 Comments:
I think its all apart of pregnancy. Apparently from the children you've had and are currently expecting...lol being attracted to each other isn't a problem. *BIG WINK*
I can't tell you how many times I looked at myself and thought "ick wtf? Where'd my feet go?" so on and so forth. lol
What trimester is she in? I know I didn't really get all umm, well you, you know, didn't get into being back in my groove... until around the 20th week. The first trimester I was horridly tired. I still sought satisfaction but it was not "OMG" good until the 20th.
Whyyyy am I saying all this?? haha I promise I'm sober but I just feel bad because I know you're trying hard and she's feeling fat and "omg I'm pregnant" and sooooo many other things. Remember us women have like 50 jillion things going on in our brains even when we're trying to focus. I know I feel like I have pop up spam in my brain about every .05 seconds. lol
Ok I'll stop. I know things will get better. Keep pampering her, clean the house, do the laundry...rub her feet... you know... keep your princess happy and the naughty side will wake up.
All that being said I've only had one child. Each pregnancy in all my friends were so very different. Soooo I don't know.
(((Hugs)))
Whatever you do, don't pester for it! lol
No pestering...got it, thanks.
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